Making a Choice in the Choice of the Choiceless Voiceless

Making a Choice in the Choice of the Choiceless Voiceless


by John Shumaker


I had to make a choice

  I had no Choice
what CHOICE was I to make
what Choice was I SUPPOSED to make
I was eighteen years old
  Vietnam War was in
      FULL
        SPECTOR
'Full Spectrum Dominance' was to be Pentagon Pig's Calling Card
    some thirty five years into the future
I was in Full Bloom
  as a Young Man
      in May
They wanted to send me off to war
  I was 1-A
Prime red blooded Blue Boy meat for the War Cadaver
no College Deferment
no College Loans
  I was too poor to go to College
    No PROTECTION
NO WAY OUT
  Go to War
    or go to PRISON
what a deal
  cards were stacked
      topsy turvy
        in this STACKED Deck
my crime
  was that I was POOR
In this stacked deck
  there was NO Choice
In this stacked deck
    there was NO Voice
for the Voiceless
  where were all the elders
    the Authority Figures
  My Protectors
    Teachers,
        Priests
          GrandParents
            Aunts
                Uncles
                  Parents
                    Neighbors
                      to SPEAK UP
                        for Me
All Mysteriously
        SILENT
  All DISAPPEARED
All AWOL
  Absent Without Leave
    of Their DUTY
To Watch Over
  To Nurture
    To PROTECT
INSTANT MASS AMNESIA
  Generation WIDE!
In a Cultural Trance walking Posthumously
  in Black Catatonic Dance
  in their acausal causa SUI project
    from the catacombs
    an absurd cannibalizing their own kind
        their own KIN
They Capitulated Their Duty
  in Screaming catachresis
  and Catapulted their castrated Progeny
    as Casualties
    from Catafalques
    as Castoffs
      Into Catastrophe
  Into Immoral UNJUST War
  Into Genocide
All Absent
  All GONE
    KAPUT!!!
To the Moon
All CAPITULATED
  All BOWED DOWN
  All PROSTRATE
    All OBEISANT
      All SURRENDERED
        All GENUFLECTED
to the War Machine
  To EMPIRE
    To Babylon
All FALL DOWN!!
  What CHOICE
    to make of this CHOICELESS
      for the Poor
          the Voiceless
            the Vulnerable
              the UnProtected
                THE YOUTH
                  The TRUTH
Neither a fair nor level Playing Field
  A War on the Poor
    a War on the Working Class
      a War on the Youth
      A War On The TRUTH
Any Choice
  in this Stacked Deck
    was NO Choice
      for the VOICELESS
No One Knew
    or even HEARD of Draft Counseling
      No One KNEW
        this TRUTH
No one KNEW
    of Conscientious OBJECTION
      No One KNEW
This TRUTH
It was Kept CAREFULLY HIDDEN
    from any HS Guidance Counseling
      from any High School EDUCATION
These were and ARE
    Teacher's CRIMES
      Crimes of OMISSION
        Crimes of SILENCE
            Crimes of Cooperation
                COMPLICITY of Silence
                  with the War Machine
                    Nuremberg Principles speak about that HEINOUS Crime
NO ONE
  Not ONE
      of ANY
      of these 'TEACHERS'
        TAUGHT
              THIS
This was POVERTY of THOUGHT
      Driven
          HOME
            to the
              MILLIONS
and because of this Moral Compass CORRUPTION
    American Psyche
          BeCAME
              POVERTY
  and STILL IS
            To
              THIS
                  VERY
                    DAY
This was My 'Mother's Day'
    a REAL Mother of a Day
One I would Never Wish
    to Visit Upon My Mother
          or My Brother
            or ANY Living Other
where the SELECTIVE Service
  ( Read: If you're poor you become CONSCRIPTED
                  into a military WHORE)
Says 'Happy Birthday you're Eighteen”
    You got cake ALL OVER your face
    I WANT YOU
          BOY
      and I WANT YOU
                NOW!!!
      And there AINT NO HOW
              You're gonna get Outta
                          THIS FIX
                              Jack
                    That's a Fuckin FACT!
  Welcome to the
              War Machine
this was
  Making a Choice in the Choice of the Choiceless Voiceless
    Saying
      “Hey BOY You'll Do”
        only
          for
              the “CHOSEN”
                          Few
                            AHO!

Midnight Drama in broad daylight
    in Young Manhood
            Dharma
    John Shumaker
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